coming together...i hope

blessings... Dr. F let me go at 9am this morning! I had a meeting at 11am, but now I have the rest of the day free. I have been able to get a few things done- ran to the bank, wrote a thank-you note, and I talked to Naomi for a long time about ranking programs. After talking to Dr. Catalana last week, Mom, Chandra, Naomi, Miranda, and a few other people I think I am finally coming to some decisions. I am home alone this afternoon so I am going to contemplate some more...I know that there are lots of people praying. Now, I am basically trying to discern whether portland or wichita should be first... it almost feels like a decision between the "best program" vs. the "best program for me." Also, trying to know what the best location will be...and what I might want five years from now when I am contemplating a fellowship! Whew, I can't think that far! And, after those two, there are 6-7 other programs that I would be happy at. Bottom line: I don't know what is best, I can only try to make the best decision that I can- and try to trust God for the rest. Its hard. I know that there a LOTS of medical students going through the same thing across the USA. Lots of stress and anxiety. Anyway, I think I will start up some music and get ready for my meeting with dr. s tomorrow to discuss my rank list... and perhaps do some cleaning, laundry, and thank-you notes as well.