I'm not sure what God is trying to teach me...or why my life has been so hard lately. Obviously I can't see the big picture, but perhaps I can see glimpses of God's purpose in my circumstances. I just want my life and circumstances to work out, but I always seem to end up taking the hard way. One small example-- buying a condo in Seattle. I prayed and prayed that it would be easy...that I would find a place quickly, buy it, and enjoy the rest of my time in Washington. But, it turned out to be a long, often painful process. I made several offers, backed out of my first contract, lost my second bid...changed my plane ticket and tried again. Then, finally, the third place worked out and I bought a great place that is just what I need [not more than I need (like the first place) or less than I need (like the second place). Why did God have me go through all of that? Why wasn't it easier? Why did I have to try and fail twice before getting it right? I don't know. I think God is teaching me to trust Him and to have faith...and that He is in control even when it seems like things are going all wrong. God is sovereign and gracious. He loves me and has a plan for me. I just have to keep trying, pray, make decisions, and trust Him. "I ask you how many times will You pick me up
When I keep on letting You down
And each time I will fall short of Your glory
How far will forgiveness abound
And You answer "My child, I love you
And as long as you're seeking My face
You'll walk in the power
Of my daily sufficient grace."
1 comment:
Yes, He wants you to trust Him.
Now that you have lost out on two places that weren't right for you you can be happy as a clam in the just right place during your residency.
You enjoyed the fish. I wonder if they enjoyed your company like I will be enjoying it next week.
Grandmother
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